I'm kind of done with being potty trained. I'm over it. I want to go back to peeing when I have to pee whether or not there is a bathroom near. Just pull down my pants and pee. Yes, I still want to pull down my pants because wet pants are uncomfortable and can chafe. I'm not ready to give up all my developed foward thinking.

I'm also done with holding in my emotions. While I'm waiting for the subway for I don't want to stand there silently--socially appropriately. I want to yell at the subway system to send my god damn train already. I'm done being a rational athiest. I want to yell at the gods to send the train because the MTA sure as hell isn't.

All I'm saying is civilized is way over rated. The other animals know what's going on.