Have you ever gone to a funeral of a relative and thought to yourself, "It's too bad I wasn't closer to Great Aunt Lorraine. If she and I were close she'd be watching out for me from heaven right now, but we weren't. She has kids and grandkids she cares for more so they get her as guardian angel." Then you kind of find yourself wanting someone who you are close to to die. Like your mom would totally watch out for you from heaven. Well, maybe not after this blogpost.